Mother of a.........

meltdown....yep, I knew it was coming, well it wasnt of 'mother' proportions i dont think, more like a mini mother meltdown. Oh woe is me....Basically I went ape sh*t not because of ex and mine's split (well I guess ultimately it is that) but rather because he was going out with his lovely sister to the lovely opera bar for some lovely drinks...and I got a wee bit jealous, I love having lovely drinks with his lovely sister at lovely bars!!. The stupid part is, is that i was actually invited to come too, as mini mans nan was happy to babysit, and I mean what ex's dont socialise after splitting 2 weeks beforehand, its totally normal...right? or if I didnt want to go with them then i could have done my own thing, but instead i got all sorry for myself, had a tanti like one of mini mans if i refuse him playschool and stalked off upstairs to have a good cry and tell myself that no one really likes me or cares!!! What an idiot!! As I know this is nowhere remotely the truth....how could you not love me???...lets be honest now folks. Anywho, after having a cry and calming down and getting some more packing done (this is quite therapeutic to be hoesnt, im pretty sure I didnt bin too many of ex's cherished business books) I texted ex to let him know all is good and Im not ready for the loony bin just yet...that might be in a week and a bit when its moving day. So the moral is, have a tanti, have a cry, have something....just let it ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.

This is my creative tanti face that i mastered all by myself. its quite easy, you just use to rolls of packing tape and some wooden stacking toy thingys and place on a child size blue desk...as shown above.